Lately i have been feeling a little down. am not to sure what it is or how to explain my thoughts. i decided to write about it because am sure am not the only mom that deals with this. am a full time student and a full time mommy. i don't regret it, very grateful to be able to do both. however i feel as school has taken upon my mommy life. i feel as am rushing all day just to get homework and projects done. and to be honest its beginning to be a stress upon me. i really miss my mommy days!! i want them back!! i want it to be just like it was before school came into my life!! what do i miss the most? these two precious angels! i see them everyday and still feel so far away from them. i know its for a good cause. it is important for me to get my career on track. set a good example. and i know it is all worth it. but as of now..my heart is aching a bit. only God can comfort me! Lord i need you to help me! guide me, set me straight!
Bubs and Peesh if one thing you can remember about me, remember this...
its because of you that i fight! its because of you that i have courage..its because of you that i have the willingness..its because of you that this is all worth it!! without you both i would be so empty and hopeless..God knew this and that is the reason you are here with me TODAY!!
